Fuck myself for being so stupid to ever even trust you.

♥ 3:41 AM

Cousins, gonna open my blog just for you guys, I didn't know anyone reads my blog de.. hahhaa..
I'm sick.. Chest pain , knn. Damn sian. 1st time pain until like that.
Baby.. Faster knock off hao mah? I need you here with me. ):
Shall update again.. Sister wanna use com le.
2weeks to go.. Holidays, here i come. x)

♥ 5:36 PM

I think its time to update my blog le la hor.
Sibei long nvr update liao. I got nothing to blog leh.
Pictures bah.

♥ 7:51 PM

Baby, are we still in love at all? Why does it seems like.. We've drifted drifted drifted apart.. So far that i could't seems to sense myself in your heart anymore.. Neither can i feel loving you anymore..
Why it is so.. far? Everything just seems so far far away... It's no longer like before... Where's all the passion that we used to had?
Just last year.. Although you lost your job, we're fucking broke. But, we had all the time we wanted together.. Till now, You're finally picking up back.. we're clearing our debts & stuffs alr.
But, the time we have for each other has become lesser, lesser & lesser..
4Years, each year goes by. Our celebration for our anniversary has became simpler simpler & simpler... Though i know it hasn't been a very long time ..
i dont know what to say.. i know i'm not like any of your ex(s)...

I do not have the

• Long long silky hair
• Slim waist for you to hug
• the standard weight of a normal girl should have.

I know it's stupid to say all this.. You've once proved it to me that i was really different. I'm someone whom you really wanna spend the rest of your life with..
Now.. i'm like back the primary school girl, who is always being a weaker.
Someone whom anyone can step on. Anyone can stand on my head and do anything they like.
No one will ever stand up for me anymore. Having a family that's gonna break into pieces anytime, i don't know what the fuck should i do. & you ensured me that we will never be like this..
but Baby, what is this. I know i have done you wrong many times, i told you, if you really mind, tell me. Damn it.

Labels: fucking low self esteem right now

♥ 11:55 AM

Shall update... soon....

♥ 4:25 PM

♥ 3:53 AM

Happy Se7enteen to ME! xD











*click on the pictures if they're too small*



Celebrated my birthday at 2.2 last night. Thanks to all Dearest who came down to accompany me, though it is a really simple one, but it is really really fun.
Thanks for all the cream, laughter, screams, bullying, blowing away my candle which is like will be super unlucky & the presents. But still, thanks for all.
Baby, thankyou for coming down with my birthday cake despite being so tired after work. You still made an effort to go look for a cake. ♥
Vincent, you too. Thanks for coming straight after work!
My Baby Bumble bees! Love the of you most lahs.♥♥
My Dearest Joleno, i hope you like your belated birthday present. ♥

Thanks to all who wished me happy birthday! No matter is which you've wish me, i'm still super happy and really appreciated it that people actually remember & wish me happy birthday! ♥♥♥♥



















The song Baby♥ once set it as a ring tone when i call him.

♥ 2:13 AM